This is not a breakup post 🚫💔

මෙය blame කරන blog එකක් නෙමෙයි. 🙅‍♂️
මෙය hurt කරන්න ලියන එකක් නෙමෙයි. 🕊️
මෙය "Release" එකක්. ✨

Sometimes feelings pile up so much that silence becomes dangerous. Writing is safer. ✍️

I care — but I’m scared too 😰❤️

I care. That’s the truth.
But caring doesn’t automatically mean I’m ready for every adult-level weight that comes with it. 🎒

මම තව teenager කෙනෙක්.
Goals තියෙනවා. 🚀 Dreams තියෙනවා. 💭 Fear තියෙනවා. 🌑

Love came in... but it didn't come alone. It brought responsibility, expectations, and questions about the future that I’m not 100% ready to answer yet. 🛑

Why does it feel so heavy? ⚖️

Because we started thinking about things that belong to the future, way before we even got there:

• Family permission & social pressure 👨‍👩‍👧‍👦
• Life stability & financial independence 💰
• The terrifying question: "What if we fail?" 📉

මේවා O/L කරන වයසෙදි (16–17) තනියම දරාගන්න හදන එක unfair.
Not to her. Not to me.
Love should feel like a safe harbor ⚓️ — not like a high-stakes exam you’re terrified to fail. 📝❌

The fear of hurting others 🫂

The hardest part isn't loving someone; it's the constant fear of being the reason they cry. 😢

• I don’t want my parents to be sad. 🏠
• I don’t want her to feel hurt or abandoned. 💔
• I don’t want to promise a "forever" before I’ve even built my own foundation. 🏗️

That fear made me overthink. 🔄 That overthinking made me doubt my own strength. 🌪️

My Truth Right Now 💡

We don’t need to rush. 🐢
We don’t need big, heavy promises. 💍
We don’t need to decide our whole lives while we are still "under construction." 🚧

What we actually need:

• Honesty over everything 🗣️
• Calm conversations instead of overthinking 🧘‍♂️
• Space to grow individually 🌿
• Respect for each other’s fears 🤝

If something feels heavy, we slow down. 🛑 If we are confused, we speak up.

To the person this is about... ✉️

This is not a rejection. 🚫
This is not running away. 🏃‍♂️

This is me choosing clarity over confusion. 💎
I care deeply — but I also need to become someone "solid" before I can carry the weight of another person’s world. 🌍

The Roadmap for Me 🛠️

• Build the Life: Focus on the grind. 🏗️
• Hit the Gym: Physical strength = mental clarity. 🏋️‍♂️
• Study & Code: 9As and real products are the priority. 💻📚
• Stay Stable: Become emotionally and mentally unshakable. 🗿

Love should add color to your life, not replace the goals you’ve worked so hard for. 🎨

If you 🎀 see this message me, i m waiting for you

💭 My Opinion

Sometimes the bravest thing isn’t holding on tight until it hurts. It’s having the courage to slow down and breathe before both people get broken. 🌬️ This is about being real, not being perfect.