I feel really disappointed about myself lately 💔
I feel like I fail as a son and also as a lover. Even when I try my best, I somehow end up hurting the people I love.
I never want to hurt anyone. I really care about them, but sometimes my actions don’t show it the right way.
After that, I overthink everything again and again in my mind, and it makes me feel worse 😔
Sometimes I even think maybe if I was never born, no one would be disappointed because of me… but deep inside I know I don’t actually want that.
I’m just tired… tired of my mistakes, tired of my thoughts, tired of feeling like I’m not enough.
I just want to be better one day, and make the people I love feel happy because of me ❤️